Depression and High Anxiety

Hey All,
You guys don't know but I suffer from bouts of depression and anxiety. I'm thinking I may actually start writing about how I deal with it and how I've come as far as I have.
I decided to start this because I know it is a world wide problem that many are embarrassed by or they are ashamed or scared to tell someone. Lately my anxiety has been getting to my bad. Probably because I haven't been working.

BUT, today I did get a call back after finally handing out over 150 resumes in the last month and a half. It's amazing. I have a great work background and everything but I've only had two job offers and I'm still waiting to hear back from the other.

Now for writing.  It's been hard trying to find time for writing my story that I've mentioned. Although I'm on the computer all the day, all day, it's just when I try to write I can't think of anything and then I start getting anxious and really mad at myself. I don't understand why. I even tried getting back into drawing and went out and bought a nice new set of coloured pencils and felt tip pens. But I just cannot find the motivation without feeling anxious and mad.
Maybe writing it about it and sharing it I can find others who feel the same and understand why I get this way .

Any who, off to make some dinner and think about what to start about writing first.
Take care all, and may good luck come your way..! :)  

NOT MY PHOTO - I found it on Google.